Why I get myself entangled in such of probs huh? Y I'm being like this? Ya Allah control my heart Allah. Jgn biarkan hambamu ini terus hanyut dlm anganan dan perbualan yg xbrfaedah ini. Kukuh kan lah pendirianku yg Allah
My Precious Treasure
Sunday, January 3, 2016
Monday, December 21, 2015
Just don't
Please don't! Just don't. Don't ever let me develop the hating feeling toward u people. I want to love u as part of my family member. I still want to have family like u people. So pls. Be responsible and thoughtful. Jangan pikir nk main lepaskn tanggungjawab mcm tu je bila ada responsibility yg lain. Tau la ure one carrier mom, but it doesn't mean u can just let my mom doing everything on ur behalf. Mentang2 opah stay dgn my family wat masa ni, mmg mak aku la yg kena basuh berak, jaga makan pakai nenek aku? Jadi apa plk ure responsibility as a daughter-in-law? Kalo pun xsudi nk jaga, nk basuh berak, then at least do lend ur hand by belikan barang keperluan opah or her medicine. Or hire one maid to help my mom with her job. Sapa kata housewife tu keje blh goyang kaki? Blh makan tido tgk tv? Mentang2 mh mom housewife, my mom je la kena watkan semua? Its just unfair. So unfair. I just pity my mom. Pity u mom, umi dah xde masa for herself, masa nk jln2, nk rehat di waktu petang. Sudah la mak sendiri stay kat rumah sndiri, tambah lg mom-in-law. Seriuss kalo i in ur shoes, dah lama i surrender, i give up. I xkuat mcm my mom. N i xrajin mcm my mom. I pun jenis main lepas cakap, xde masa nk pikir perasaan org lain bila perasaan sendiri xterjaga. So pls people, do have some consciousness , think about other people oso, dont just do everything in ur own way je. Ini ur responsibility dlm konteks lain. Ingt bila dah ada one responsibility, responsibility yg lain blh diignore kan ke? Please laa. Rasa dah xmampu nak senyum depan uolls macam xde apa2 yg berlaku. Dah xmampu nk berpura2 mcm ak xkesah hal ini semua. Sungguh rasa hipokrit
Friday, December 18, 2015
Special note to myself
Hey girl! Why r u living ur life so hypocritically? Trying ur best to please others, to 'suit in'with others? Did they give u the money? Any kind of reward maybe? Yeah I'm not the cheerful girl type, or u may define it as 'hambar'. I'm not that good to join with ur kind of uselessly conversation, or join in with any kind of conversation that are not even relate to me. U guys may refer it as a kelemahan but not for me. I accept it wholeheartedly. Itsokayy I might have less number of friends but one thing for sure, i get quite a number of 'real friends'. The one that accept me as the way I am, always help me whenever i need them, be patient with me, not easily getting irritated, and many more. InshaAllah our friendship will last long till Jannah. I wont ask for more, i don't need that damn recognition bc I'm not the type of attention-seeker. I just hope that u guys will understand me more and not going to left me behind juz bc im kind of org yg senyap or xbnyk ckp. With this note, I hope i would gain more confident in my life, not really concern of people opinion toward me, and live my life calmly. Cause this is my life, not them.
Friday, June 26, 2015
M.A.I.D & Dr. Cinta
Novel 1st yg saya semangat sgt nk beli ialah novel M.A.I.D and doktor cinta. Sampai sanggup pm kak suri tanya bila novel ni nk release sbb best sgt nk tau sambungannya. Well mula2 jumpa novel ni kat penulisan2u, nak godek2 kot2 kak suri ada novel lain b4 m.a.i.d, sy pun carik la blog kak suri n sejak tu la sy mula follow entry sis suri. Mmg best Teringat balik masa ni tahun 2011 xsilap, waktu koko boling di sunway pyramid. Masa ni sy paksa gak kwn sy teman pi MPH sbb dgr khabo novel M.A.I.D dah release. Mmg haritu jugak sy beli n then nmpk novel dr cinta plk. Haaa yg ni mmg best jugak sbb masa tu sy layan dua novel ni je sampai sanggup pinjam duit kwn sbb teringin sgt nk beli dua2 novel ni. As expected, mmg xrugi sy beli dua2 novel ni n dua2 novel ni mempunyai jalan cerita yg berbeza but so good in their own way. Mmg akan follow terus dua2 writer ni. Good job akak writer keep up the good work. Sekian....
Monday, June 22, 2015
Jealous
Jealous? Ok for my very 1st life- experience entry, im wanna share erti jeles sebenar yg uolls maybe xprnh sedar. Well hidup remaja, plus kalo girls mmg senang sgt jatuh cinta/suka kalo nmpk smone yg hensem or smart. Am i rite? Bg ak hal ni xmustahil n xweird lngsg sbb weolls dikurniakn feeling so mmg la berhak nk merasa cinta, suka or seangkatannya la. Cuma kt kena pandai mencontrolkannya. Ok here my life-experience. Aku ni jenis girl yg pantang sgt feeling bila nmpk boys wpun boys tu sekadar berselisih di jln tanpa sepatah perkataan pun. Gila x? Hahaha well thats me . Tp someday bila ak mula borak2 lama dgn one of my crush, see eye-to-eye, aku mula sedar acttly feeling ak ni bkn love or crush or seangkatannya. Aku mula sedar hal ini apabila ketika sembang, rasa nervous tu hilang mcmtu je, rasa nk kontrol ayu pun dah tarak n the most important one, rasa tertunggu2 ws drpd si dia dah hilang n mnstalk insta dia pun dah kurang. Heheh. That kind of feeling(cinta/suka) exist bc aku ni jenis yg agak distance dgn boys or jenis yg xrapat dgn guys. Realise it or not sbrnya girl ni cuma mahukan perhatian drpd some guys n perasaan 'suka/cinta' tu wujud sebab kt pandai2 je tafsirkan perasaan tu sbg cinta padahal kt nervous or berdebar tu bkn sbb cinta tp sbb gemuruh bila kita jarang rapat dgn lelaki n at one time tiba2 je kena rapat sbb tu perasaan gemuruh tu wujud. Ok let say bila kita pi interview then akan adanya perasaan nervous tu kan? Haa then apa ko suka dengan panel iv yg laki tu? Xkan? Haaa so sbb tu la aku kata yg perasaan gemuruh xsemestinya cinta. So conclusionnya, cuba la rapatkan diri dengan laki utk elakkan wujudnya rasa yang bukan2. Aipp rapat mksd di sini ialah try sembang or jadi lebih terbuka dengan laki bukan ddk rapat berdua-duaan dgn laki ye. N cuba analisi balik feeling sendiri apa betul yg kita rasa itu cinta or sekadar suka2? Hmmmmmm.......
Monday, April 20, 2015
Paper math td mcm ㅠ_ㅠ
Ya. Aku kena percaya dgn kuasa Allah. Tawakal! Tawakal stlh berusaha. do the best n leave the rest to Him. Sesungguhnya Dia maha mengetahui apa yang terbaik utk hamba-hambaNya. Berserah la kpdNya dan berusaha la utk paper seterusnya. Rezeki Allah ada dimana2 shj. Kt yg harus berusaha utk mendapat rezeki tersebut maka berusaha la dan terus berusaha utk mendapatkan rezekiNya......reda kan hati >.<